the weekend bleeds of misery and sleepless nights

wow, that was a rather poetic title...

ok so obv. i was feeling a bit suicidal friday, idk why. i got over it anyways.

friday night went to camp with the boyscouts, but not after completely rearanging the place where we keep all of our stuff. went to the camp, got there 30 mins early, moved cots/beds (had to fit 74 people in to a 65 person cabin). everyone else arrived, set up camp/cots. ended up getting a cot next to guy who snores loudest in out troop (bear). got like 3 hours of sleep due to constantly taling younger scouts, 3 people yelled at them but they still wouldnt shut up.

saturday (spent all day trying to keep the new kids under control) i got up at 7, went to breakfast, heater was broken, wore coats while eating, assembled catapuklt that consumed all of last week, got it mostly assembled. went to lunch, served lunch, ate last, heater still broken. Went back to finish up on catapult, catapult didnt fire forwards, it fired backwards, spent 2 hours fixing that problem, finally fixed it, it fires about 70 ft. catapult broke, spent an hour fixing that, finished. went in the cabin, took a 30 minute nap, went to mass at the broken heater building, served dinner, ate last, cleaned up the entire fucking place and organized the younger boys in the kitchen, kept having to supervize them cuz they kept cutting corners that couldnt be cut (i think its pretty simple to sweep dirt in to a dustpan, agreed?). took 2 hours to clean, its 900 now, watched click (adam sandler), walked back at 11:30 about 1 mile in the woods with snow on the ground going down steps without a flashlight (=spass!). got about 4 hours of sleep due to younger boy problems again, and three dads in our wing snoring in a trio.

sunday: got up at 7, packed up stuff, ate breakfast, put stuff in to cars, watched as others swept, the mopped the whole cabing by myself (no joke) while everyone else was outside having a snowball fight. by the time i was done and everything was organized, we only had 20 minutes until we left so i didnt partake in possibly the only snowball fight of the year. didnt talk at all on ride home, stared out window unfocused. got back to st.mikes, unloaded trailer, reorganized room (again) put everything away, mom drove by and then parked in the FUCKING FARTHEST PARKING SPOT AVAILABLE so it took 20 mins to find her, had her drive up so i could move my stuff in to her car, drove off. got home, andrea wasnt, she was at a movie, which i really wouldve liked to go to, but i wasnt home yet. spent all day half awake on the sofa thinking about how shitty the weekend was.

today:
1st hour: review game (woot! 10 extra credit points!)
2nd hour: spent whole time talking to gabby about how i havent done anything involving drugs in a while
3rd hour: phased out whole time, came up with a tee shirt idea, dropped little pieces of paper on allison's head whole time whenever kaiser lloked away (xD)
4th hour: HYPER!! spent time filling out a wksheet and jumping between groups, talking with josh about teri, let everyone copy my work and let josh copy my math hw
5th hour: finished with test 30 mins early, did 3rd hour hw and did 1/3 of late biology hw
6th hour: wait wait wait.... we actually did work in this class <:[ we have a test on the "7 and 7" the basic artistic techniques thursday and today was the first day he's introduced this to us. I was like "wtf?!?!?! i wanted to start painting today!"

thank you sooooo much nat, i dont know what moood id bee in today if you hadnt talked to me yesterday, btw, it wasnt random because i was thinking that the only reason my brother isnt getting yelled at constantly now like he was b4 is cuz my parents have given up on him.

and now ive been home for a while, hoping someone will call wanting to hang out since im now officially ungrounded

Heroes is on tonight!