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beh im bored of playing civilization 3 so I'm gonna post.

WELL, since my spelling was atrocious in the last blog post, I guess I'll try to improve upon my spelling for these next few posts (and maybe I'll even try complete sentences!).

FRIDAY:
1st hour: apparently I'm "An Insensitive Ass-hole" which according to Sahana, Allison, and Jessica is "a real shame because you're (I am) kind of hot." Allison: No, I'm not OK, I'm fucked up, some of us have to lie to ourselves just to not go on a self hate spree that they fucking triggered anyways. Thanks, girls, you're the best friends anyone could ever ask for.

2nd Hour: suicidal thoughts, depression, no talking, I forget what we did.

3rd Hour: More suicidal thoughts, very little talking, no contribution to class, confused Allison a few times, felt like running away. (Oh, I thought of if I ever feel like blowing my own brains out and i actualy have a gun to do it with, I'm going to do it in that class, just because... IDK why, just because.)

Lunch: Bought pizza,fries, spent 1/3 of the money i was supposed to spend on my brother's/sister's xmas present.

4th Hour: double notes, no time to talk, no time to be depressed.

5th Hour: Notes, notes, notes, and flying rubber bands.

6thHour: Finished painting the silver, only thing left to do is drip effect it.

Came home: Got bitched at until parents left, they stayed out, I stayed in and played Civ3

Today: got up at 9, found out what time party started, took shower, went to morgan's arcadia, played a bunch of video games and 2 rounds of laser tag (I now hold the highest score in the place with 4625 pts) came home, put lights up on tree, now I'm here, wondering if Andrea's gonna read this by tomorrow, cuz if she is... idk, she should call me if she does.