Saturday, July 19, 2008

I am the Lorax...

I speak for the trees for the trees have no tongues. Well, I am not the Lorax. I am the girlfriend, and I speak for Carl for Carl has no tongue (so-to-speak).

As of now he is gone off to pictured rocks and he'll be back next Saturday for any of you who already didn't know.

And if I hadn't already wasted all of his minutes on his phone, *sheepish look,* we could've called him. If he were smart enough to bring his phone in the first place lawlz.

Anyway, the point of this post was because I told him he should update before he leaves, because he hasn't updated in pretty much an entire month, and of course, he didn't get a chance to update himself. Either that or he chooses not to, but, too bad for him.

I can't really remember myself what has all happened these last three weeks, mostly it was a lot of me going back and forth to his house or mine and the usual stuff that happens with that. Of course, Sharon's party happened last week and there was an epic laser tag battle with CB and John and everybody, and some little kid that was annoying as fuck that kept saying, 'PWNAGE,' except for the fact that he was 7 and also a faggot.
His family life is pretty much the same if any of you were sitting there thinking, "I wish Carl would update his blog so that I know how his home life is because I am really very concerned." The tension is still there, and I doubt that is ever going to change, but I'm really trying to get him to "let it go and run" as he always tells me. Somehow, I think it doesn't work quite as well on him as it does on me, but then again, he is still a mystery to me even after all of this time and perhaps what I'm saying does get through.
Other than that, there's not too much going on right now other than what usually does. I mean, when he comes back from Pictured Rocks, then he's got football and two-a-days along with everything else and it makes it even more impossible to see him. Granted, I'll probably just see him more at night ^^
Speaking of which, our most recent rendezvous was amazing. Seriously, it does just keep getting better. I don't think I've ever had quite so much... enjoyment out of it. Not that I don't enjoy it all the time, but this last time was sooo much better.

There is one thing else that I must mention, and I'm sure if I were to be getting direction from him about what to write about here, this would be a top priority. The other day, him and I were at Hull reminiscing about what school was like and the friends we had, and he told me that he feels that no one really tries to keep contact with him and he doesn't know why. He said that he's tried to talk to people and get a hold of them and no one had responded. All of his attempts just seemed to fall through, and it made me sad because I realized that he was somewhat right. We keep in touch with some people and others are drifting apart and not even trying to hide that fact.
So, what I guess I'm trying to say here, is that maybe we should all hang out again. Like, ALL of us. Get everyone we possibly can and go hang out for a day up at the Rec, or somewhere. Have a big party for all I care. In fact, I might just throw one at my house. Either way, it'd be nice to see you all again, and I'm sure Carl wouldn't mind either.

Anyways, it's about 6:30 in the morning because I wanted to be awake for when he was actually gone, so, I'm going to go do something else. For some reason I just don't feel like rotting my brain on a computer today (go figure).

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