mass confusion on a wide spread basis?

well here are the things currently going on in my life:

talking w/friends about suicide, running awya, etc.

taking a break w/katie until school starts up again (yay?)

kicking ass and getting my ass kicked at football

being sore

my finger hurts

tomorow is my last two a day of the year so my schedule will be more open after thursday

Ive been catching up with a lot of my old football buddies

did i say my finger hurts? i think i sprained it

i really really want to hold someone

my finger hurts

i have massive tanlines from my pads

my sisters 17th bday party was yesterday (wohoo?)

im averaging 6 hours of sleep a night

i still have most of my summer reading to do

my feet hurt

my finger hurts

i actually went an entire practice w/o getting yelled at by coach :o

i wish i could hang out with you guys, i really miss my non-football friends

FOOTBALL IS CONSUMING MY LIFE!!