masochist?

i think i may be one,

heres a list of things i do:

~cut and it feels good
~love how precise the pain of a needle is
~enjoy getting run over in football
~like pushing bruises on myself just to feel pain
~punch walls
~smash my head into walls
~let my hand get continually hit by a really fast fan blade cuz it feels good
~take scalding hot (to the point of really painful) water and soak in it
~i like to get a pulled muscle, so i can hurt myself and no one notices
~i like to exhale/hold my breath until my chest feels like imploding and i get light headed
~i liked throwing shot put cuz i could kick around an 8-10 lb ball, hurt my feet, and no one would notice
~i like sliding on my knees and getting my legs entirely cut up


thats all i can think of now