Tuesday, July 31, 2007

lets see...

well, not much to blog on so far this week. Random loooonnngg hour convo's with my granparents who like to relish in the past, boringness online, watching some tv shows i would never be allowed to wach at home, and today we're gonna go glow-putting.

Yesterday was really a downer day for me. I didn't really do much, and a little after lunch I just felt kinda sick, but I wasn't it was just my mentality. I was having the same reoccuring thoughts/memories that was having last year when I started cutting. I felt really really lonely and like I wanted to die/run away. Thank you Nat for helping me.

Well those feelings started to lift at around 11 last night... and I was able to relax and watch TV until like 1:30.

and now Im bored again

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