IM SORRY

thats the new message, in my arm.

I made it last night because I realized how much of an asshole I've been and how much it's going to hurt Katie to hear that I've been cheating on her. I have to tell her, I really really don't want to, but I have to.

I feel like shit. For everything I've done. Please forgive me.

So I'm seeing her tonight at the Harry Potter release party, and Tam says we'll have to wait in line until like 4 am because we aren't getting any line placement tickets. Hope i get a book. But more importantly, I hope that she'll understand and won't flip out or get all depressed. I just wish things could stay the same between us, but I know that won't happen.

I feel like an asshole, who should burn in hell.


I wonder if she'll ever even look at me the same.