confession

I wrote this song for katie, today it's about my confession at the HP party.

I was thinking about the melody of 'The Story of my old Man' for this song (slightly extended of course) the 'one day he woke up' part




As you sit there wondering how life could be so bad,
I sit there next to you, I'm sorry to make you sad,
But the truth is, that I know I love her too,
I never lied to either when I told them 'I love you,"
The difference is whether it was friend or more,
Now I fell like dying to the core,
My heart is torn because of one horny girl,
the thoughts running through my mind seem to swirl,
But you sit there still, not a thing to say,
What do I do? Do i go or do I stay?

Torn into pieces and left to die,
I'm sorry that I made you cry,
And now as these hours fly on by,
I'm hoping that we don't have to say goodbye,

"Are you going to break up with me?" I hear you say,
"No," I reply and ask if you want me to go away,
"no" you echo and so i stay,
I hope she still loves me I hope and pray,
she says that she loves me to much to hate me,
She tells me I wanted it and I agree,
I should have stopped before I went,
But now that whole, night I resent,

Torn into pieces and left to die,
I'm sorry that I made you cry,
And now as these hours fly on by,
I'm hoping that we don't have to say goodbye,

These are the hours in which we lie awake,
Knowing we are each others to take,
Miles away, I still feel your heart beat,
I swear I don't know what made me cheat,
But without you, my life would be incomplete,
So lets walk hand in hand back down this street,
Please stop crying, I love you to much,
It hurts me to see you hurt yourself and such,
If you need me, I can be your crutch,
And on my hand you continue to clutch.
I love you so much.

Torn into pieces and left to die, (torn into pieces and left to die)
I'm sorry that I made you cry, (Please don't cry)
And now as these hours fly on by, (right on by)
I'm hoping that we don't have to say goodbye,