what the hell

well

let me describe my weekend so far.

thursday: went to kalamazoo, got bitched at silently throughout the whole day, never slept.
friday: built the frame of a catapult, got sand/sawdust/raw metal in my eyes
satruday: see friday, got 7 hours of sleep, andrea... why are we allways arguing in my eyes?
today: did homework, went to church, see friday

my dad is slightly drunk right now, my moms being a bitch as allways, my aunt was kicked out of her house, my brothers girlfriends grandma died, my sister had her wisdom teeth pulled, gabbys gramma died, andrea got ungrounded, im going insane.

what the hell do i want for xmas?

who gives a shit?
not like id get anything anyways.
i dont even know if ill be alive then.

if life keeps going the way it has been, i wont be.








i want to go out, get high, get drunk as hell, puke my guts out and blow my head off.




or maybe just that last part.