ok now i can feel myself going down
i can feel my eyes start to drop and my head start to spin in depressing circles,
i can feel myself drawn to the blades,
i can feel myself starting to want to slice me open,
i can feel myself wanting to curl into a ball,
i want you andrea, i want you to hold me, no matter how lame that sounds,
i want to hold and be held, to love and be loved, and not seeing you out of school for a week really just makes me feel... sad, sad as all fucking hell,
i want to be able to cry on someones shoulder, but i dont have time anymore,
i want to not feel this pain,
but if i need to bare it, i need someone to bare it with,
i just wish... i wish i could see andrea more, i wish i could hold her more, talk with her more, love her more, but i feel somethings holding me back.
scratch all that, thanks for calling andrea :]
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I love you too carl. tons and lots and more but equally the same.
i just want to hold you and kiss you and be with you all the time. I dont want to ever let you go. and i love to see you and it kills me when your not there.
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