Wow

Ok, so I guess it's been over a year since I last posted. Wow

Also; I'm typing his on my iPod.

I'm tired. Very very tired. I'm sick of everyone bitching about their lives, their pains, their problems. I'm tired of sleeping without rest.

I also hurt a lot; my knee, shins, ankle, elbow, and shoulder all have soft tissue damage beyond soreness and well into bruising.
I stage home and iced my injuries during 2nd, 3rd, and 4th hour today, then went back to school to accomplish very little. (on a side note the whereat institute seems to be calling me a lot since the presentation in 5th hours, like everyday) I then went to practice where I did 3 lefts with little success, then I went to shed drills, and then I iced. Vern then proceeded to get mad at me and Alex r. For icing without talking to him, so I ran the whole workout, which included 12 50-yard accelerations followed by 50-yards sprints, 3 20-yard sprints, 3 50-yard sprints, and a lap around the field. Then we reorganized the shed and cleaned up. Then we went home. Fuck that was painful.

Also, as a track note, i feel like he fact that I won 2nd in two jumpin events, and qualifying for states in one of them, has been overshadowed by our teams massive loss. People were more concerned with our distance, hurdlers, and sprinters sucking than with the fact that the pole vault squad had 6 personal bests. Again, also, I feel like none of the other captains respect me. They choose an athlete of the meet without me even after I bad gone around and gotten everyone to agree on a captains meeting after the meet. They don't listen to what I say, they don't even really pretend to be paying attention. I'm doing my best to achieve communication and it seems like everyone's just ignoring it, or using it to achieve something for themselves.

Am I becoming paranoid?

I'm beginning to hate waking up, I need a dream.