ok so im not gonna lie
right now i pretty much feel like killing myself
i feel like crying until i cry no more
i feel lke gouging my eyes out
i feel like slicing myself open
ifeel like... numb
i dont feel any physical pain right now, i miss it, i want it back, GIVE IT BACK
where is it? is it where i left it? where did i leave it?where the fuck did it go? I WANT IT BACK
i want... someone to be here to hug me right now and my mom to be on her knees with a knfe in my hand ready to fucking slice her fucking son of a bitch fucken head off.
i miss the razors...
oh wait, i still have some.
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And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know you're alive.
sometimes i think that the numbness is worse than than anything.
if youre going to hurt yourself, please, do it with me.
i love you more than you could ever know.
and if i was with you right now, i would hug you and hold you and never let you go.
you know when you talk like this, i cant help but cry, and all of these tears are going to ruin my trip to the cider mill i hope you know.
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