Wednesday, June 4, 2008

Im so sorry for all the shit ive done

look, im sorry if it seems like im forgetting about you, and im sorry if im making it seem like i cant see it the way you are...

but fact of the matter is the money's already in, i could probably get away with not going maybe one day every two weeks. I'm only really GONE for like 2 weeks and a couple of weekends, the rest is weight training, polevault, and work (possibly).

even still, polevault is from 3-6, that means we have from seven on. and thats only on mondays and wednesdays.

football is 9-11, so i'll see you for all afternoon on fridays.

tuesdays and thursdays are completely open.

and saturdays and sundays vary.

i love you. I dont ever want to lose you. and if i get the job at bates, you can visit me quite often.

that email hurt....


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on a lighter note
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i carved/filed/widdled a new one, two holes for air! and nice and round and shallow

3 comments:

Tree Wizard said...

i'm sorry :(

it's just the way you described your summer originally made it seem like i would never see you.

and i'm sorry the email hurt so much. it probably hurt me more to send, but i would have felt worse for keeping that to myself.

the point was, i'm afraid to lose you because of how busy you are. i don't want to. you know that. i love you so much.


and now i'm gonna go beat myself up for doing this to you. i'm so sorry i got mad at you. i know it's not your fault and it's not right for me to want all of your time and attention.

Tree Wizard said...

I need you.

Come home please.

Tree Wizard said...

It has been 20 days since you last updated.






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