The Royal Tenebaums

blehh

champagne is good
so is weed
and andrea
and head
and sleep
and making jokes
and being accepted
and love

life is bad
so are chores
and pills
and anything requiring a hypodermic needle
and my non-writing as of late
and my dissociation right now
and my trance im stuck in
and the way live life
and how much i complain
and how much of an ass i am
and how much i dont care


i need you right now
sooo much
i want to get high but both my lighters are out and that bud is rly too big for just me
i want to cut but we're going to kalamazoo tomorow
i want to run but i know how stupid that is
i want to die but i want to live

im walking down the line
that divides me somewhere in my mind
on the borderline of the edge and where i walk alone

It's spring again,
The flowers should be out,
The snow gone,
And animals about,
It's spring again,
Winter's finally gone,
It took the cold,
And made green our lawn,
But what is this?
On day two,
Another flurry,
A foot or two,
Kill the trees,
Destroy the plants,
No more shorts,
Back to pants,
The short sleeves,
Came and went,
The burst of warmth,
Is already spent,
But when it gets warm,
Go and grasp the day,
Go outside with friends,
Have fun and play,


"No, I hate the sun... It makes my eyes bleed"