Thursday, February 21, 2008

SO LAY DOWN, THE THREAT IS REAL!

Well... Oh well...

It failed, go figure?

I dont know why im not all upset or anything... dont worry, my frustration with the world comes out in one outburst every 6 months or so

so sometime in mid may ill probably go ballistic on something and destroy it entirely

oh well

"cwdwarf (8:13:33 PM): usually after an hour my imagination kicks in and i pretend im chuck norris, then im not afraid of me anymore"

"I like, where we are"
"I wanna wake up where you are"

I feel terrible about not skippin school with andrea today :[
next time gimme more notice ok?

eh... lifes been boring...
cant wait for spring
cant wait for sex
cant wait for football
cant wait for track
and im still bored as fuck

Ive been writing, but i want to write something more deep to me... something that spills out who i feel like i am andthe things i dont tell anyone that i barely ven tell myself... but nothing's coming, maybe im just scared?

I havent been sleeping
I havent rly been eating
I havent been thinking straight
I havent been me
I have been getting depressed more lately
I have...
I have...
I have...I have...
I have...I have...
I have...I have...
Geneital herpes


xD

2 comments:

Tree Wizard said...

sorry i didnt have much notice either. my dad originally said no. So i begged him in the morning like 15 mins before i would have had to leave.

yeah. i've noticed lately that you seem really angry all the time. it just makes me feel bad because it seems that i cant do anything to make you happier.

i love you




and you better not have genital herpes
xD

Tree Wizard said...

unless you get some really bad x with everything but MDMA, it's about the same as weed. and it's not physically addictive, even if you use it all the time, like john.
it's mentally addictive if its any consolation to you at all, which it probably isnt, but i know how to space it out so i dont end up like john. i just dont want you to worry okay?